Something that I haven't done in a long time was to talk to myself- of course this is ongoing on a daily basis - in my mind, in my thoughts, but what I'm talking about is talking to myself out-loud- all of a sudden I realized that I was having a breakthrough - and it felt like talking to an old friend - and in reality it was. I was confiding in myself - a much needed act. At one point I even broke it down to myself in terms of present challenges- a few came to mind and shortly after many more- I stopped myself and decided to deal with the main issue - where all of my current issues stem from and spoke to myself as though I was literally talking to another person, initially it was so hard to do because I was truly lost for words - I felt myself speaking from my mind/ my head then I had to say to myself - "ok seriously, what would you say if you were speaking to you and you weren't you?" After a moment of considering this it came to me. To confide in myself and in doing so treating myself, ad speaking to myself like I would a loved one - a good friend, what would I say?
Well I had that conversation and gained some clarity. Thank God.
Long Hair Don't Care
from The Flowering Collection
Ink, Opaque gold paint
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